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Jan. 28, 2012: sub t has test driven my new sensory deprivation chamber and many new ideas came to him! I will add a tube for air control play and for the delectation of my golden Champagne and more restraint anchors for limited movements.

Jan.27, 2012: Who will be my first sissy to strut with my new red boots? They arrived today, you will be soooo pretty in them!

Jan. 25, 2012: My biggest present arrived yesterday, weight 500 pounds, it's my sensory deprivation chamber. No escape here! Wow this sub put a lot of time and efforts on this one! Just the transportation itself was something! Thanks sub Erik!

The unit is fully equipped: Escape proof, sound and light proof. It is ventilated for life support and pre rigged for "aroma therapy" Restraint points installed, included infrared camera, so I can supervise on sub without ruining his experience, and a panic button. Speakers for mind control/torture, a camel back water bottle, diaper, and mitts for no jerking off, it will make overnights a lot easier on me lol Pictures are coming soon!

Jan. 22, 2012: Another e-gift from Amazon.com Thanks sissy josee! She got me this lovely corset. From the reviews it might ends up for my sissies. I ordered a small, but it seems every body gets a large. It's never too late to celebrate my birthday and sending e-gifts!

Jan. 21, 2012: I just bought those super sexy red boots with e-gift from my Amazon.com wish list to add to my sissy boots collection. Yep I sacrifice my e-gifts for you sissies!

Jan. 20, 2012: Another gift received yesterday and this corset fits me like a glove, thanks sub joe! It's never too late!

Jan, 19, 2012: Note from sub rob: i wish to thank You again for an amazing session! As always, the cheeks on my face are as sore as my other parts from all of the smiling and laughing that we do :-)

You make it fun and exciting, and at the same time very relaxing; i am always very comfortable when i'm with You.
i hope that You enjoyed Your birthday (and Your present) as much as i did, and i also hope that the rest of Your evening was good too.

Jan.18, 2012:Sub rob surprised me with this ball-squeezer stand. That was another memorable session! Thanks rob!

Too much cake yesterday! Now New Year resolutions: Work out more! and will not turn a blind eye on your mistakes anymore: This will imply severe punishments, corner time in my new sensory deprivation cell (will have it next week) to make sure you won't repeat your mistakes. You are warned!

Still I'm in better shape than guys in their 20's that I saw. Last year, I raced one guy in the stairs, he was 2 floors behind me, I was waiting for him at my play space floor. I thought he was having a heart attack! One thing for sure at this rhythm most will not survive their parents.

Jan. 17, 2012: Guess what today is? Some already know! With all the travelings and holidays, it's nice to stay home for once. Hey it's not because it's my birthday I won't see any subs! I want to have fun! I have subs who want to see me and give me presents, I will not say no to that! I hope the weather won't spoil it, it's rainning, and sub rob wants to put a big smile on my face, when it's my birthday it is his birthday too, he gets the spankings LOL I can't wait to see what he has for me!

This purse is what sub terry got me with the latex 3 pieces suit, I had to show you this one, too unusual! Where would you find a purse like that?

Jan. 16, 2012: I dedicate this song to all The Men Who Love Being Fucked In The Ass By A Woman With A strap On Dildo! After listening to it I'm sure you will like this kind of music. I do lol

Jan. 14, 2012: When boys in their 20's contact me for "offering" themselves and are rejected, they are very pissed off, they all think their youth will make me go nuts for them and therefore will get free trainings. I like mature men, not babies!
I don't wipe noses.

From calling me the most beautiful and sexy Goddess, Queen, and when rejected, they suddenly call me names that can't be repeated here, but before the rejection they were all ready to do the most despicable acts and now I'm the one who gets all the ugly names! This reaction is always from guys who think they will get it for free, hey! If My services are so useless or worthless, why aren't your wive and gfs doing it? Stay home, mop, clean, cook and let your wifey spank or rape your ass like I do! ha!

Love the block & directly to trash button options!

Jan. 13, 2012: This role play will incite many to contact me and wish for the same! Of course it will not be my first interrogation scenario and I have been using soiled tampons or Kotex to rub them on subs' face or under their nose. And I taught I wouldn't see them anymore for being so disgusted, but yes they came back for more!

Jan. 12, 2012: SAN JUAN, Puerto Rico — Female interrogators tried to break Muslim detainees at the U.S. prison camp in Guantanamo Bay by sexual touching, wearing miniskirts and thong underwear and in one case smearing a Saudi man’s face with fake menstrual blood, according to an insider’s written account.

A draft manuscript obtained by the Associated Press is classified as secret pending a Pentagon review for a planned book that details ways the U.S. military used women as part of tougher physical and psychological interrogation tactics to get terror suspects to talk.

One female civilian contractor used a special outfit that included a miniskirt, thong underwear and a bra during late-night interrogations with prisoners, mostly Muslim men who consider it taboo to have close contact with women who aren’t their wives.

Beginning in April 2003, “there hung a short skirt and thong underwear on the hook on the back of the door” of one interrogation team’s office, he writes. “Later I learned that this outfit was used for interrogations by one of the female civilian contractors ... on a team which conducted interrogations in the middle of the night on Saudi men who were refusing to talk.”

Interrogator decided to ‘turn up the heat’“His female interrogator decided that she needed to turn up the heat,” Saar writes, saying she repeatedly asked the detainee who had sent him to Arizona, telling him he could “cooperate” or “have no hope whatsoever of ever leaving this place or talking to a lawyer.”’

The man closed his eyes and began to pray, Saar writes.

The female interrogator wanted to “break him,” Saar adds, describing how she removed her uniform top to expose a tight-fitting T-shirt and began taunting the detainee, touching her breasts, rubbing them against the prisoner’s back and commenting on his apparent erection.

The detainee looked up and spat in her face, the manuscript recounts.

The interrogator left the room to ask a Muslim linguist how she could break the prisoner’s reliance on God. The linguist told her to tell the detainee that she was menstruating, touch him, then make sure to turn off the water in his cell so he couldn’t wash.

Strict interpretation of Islamic law forbids physical contact with women other than a man’s wife or family, and with any menstruating women, who are considered unclean.

“The concept was to make the detainee feel that after talking to her he was unclean and was unable to go before his God in prayer and gain strength,” says the draft, stamped “Secret.”

The interrogator used ink from a red pen to fool the detainee, Saar writes.

Prisoner ‘began to cry like a baby’
“She then started to place her hands in her pants as she walked behind the detainee,” he says. “As she circled around him he could see that she was taking her hand out of her pants. When it became visible the detainee saw what appeared to be red blood on her hand. She said, ’Who sent you to Arizona?’ He then glared at her with a piercing look of hatred.

“She then wiped the red ink on his face. He shouted at the top of his lungs, spat at her and lunged forward” — so fiercely that he broke loose from one ankle shackle.

“He began to cry like a baby,” the draft says, noting the interrogator left saying, “Have a fun night in your cell without any water to clean yourself.”

Jan, 9, 2012: When I accept to go out for dinner with you, you pay my hourly fee for outings, (not the same as for sessions) unless you are a sub who spoils me like sub terry, who spent over a $1500 on latex outfits, then I will make an exception, otherwise my time is valuable. I'm not a make a dream come true foundation!

Jan. 6, 2012: This is the picture that sub terry took of me with my mobile phone at the casino few days before Christmas. Thanks again sub terry for the wonderful gifts: latex boots, corset and cat suit and your lovely company at the restaurant Baccara, I really needed a night out and it was fun to strut our stuffs together ;-)

Jan. 5, 2012: Subs in Montreal were pleased of my visit, they were waiting for me for a while now. Finally I found time! Got one who begged for me to move in Montreal to his place, not on my list this year, I'm having way too much fun to settle down and play someone permanent girl toy, puke!

Jan. 3, 2012: sub s invited me to join his Polo team, talking about new things to do! He must be impressed by my bare back riding on a 2 legged horse to invite me to play Polo on a 4 legged horse. lol I'm glad I kept my helmet.(see photo from many years ago) Are you looking for new adventures for 2012? I hope I will be part of them ;-)

Jan. 2, 2012: I’m feeling as amped as last year! Sub Erik told me my new sensory deprivation cell is almost ready. sub rob said he's making new equipments, did not tell me what they were, but one thing I know it's all about his balls getting punished! :-) and should be ready for my birthday. I love surprises!

Thank you thank you thank you to those who have indulged me with gifts! All of you have a very special place in my life and every time I walk around in my gorgeous new stilettos, crotchless pvc catsuit, latex cat suits and corsets, bare back riding on the PVC mattress cover, or a sip of red wine, I’ll be thinking of you!

I hope to see you all throughout 2012 and to enjoy many lovely new experience with you! Hey! This year might be the end of the world, are you going to live it at the fullest?

I wish you a wonderful New Year! I’ll be seeing you play toys in 2012.