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March 30, 2012: Photo shooting yesterday, will the pictures turn out good? You will find out next week!

March 29, 2012: Who’d have ever thought that a psychopathic prostitute-killing pig farmer from B.C. would be the face behind a major social reform? And it's only after 62 women go missing, that they decide to take the situation seriously....? Good greif!

Now with the new reform, you will have a complete happy ending in tranquility, and you owe it all to Dominatrix Ms Terri-Jean Bedford for bringing this battle in court, SHE has balls that you don't have! Now you guys bow down to Her for Her determination. Women must be so pleased now that their vaginas will be taxed by their new pimp: Ontario govt.

March 27, 2012: Now Johns'school will be less crowded! lol
What difference it will make? Massage parlors and strip joints are already disguised bawdy houses. Will guys be less paranoid? Prostitution has always been legal (not a lot of people know this) it's sollicitation that is not. And with this information, don't wish my list of preferences will have more options.

Hey! Want to invest? I can be a Madame! ;-)

March 26, 2012: TVA news announced the most unfaithful city in Canada it's Ottawa, this famous website has 37,000 members of married people in Ottawa who are looking to cheat on their spouse, the second city is Calgary and third Saskatoon. And that is only one website! Lots of inactive profiles as I saw in similar websites. I wonder why lol

Sub rob just sent me a note: I have joined up on *****, again. He said: Hopefully this time there won't be as many fakes and idiots! Sub rob, your are persistent, patient and must have too much time! If it turns you on by thinking you are chatting with a woman, when in fact it's a man, then you aren't wasting your time! lol

March 23, 2012: I realized after watching this video few times I still didn't listen to anything they were saying. Interesting concept to put gay guys for women to check their breasts but I suspect more men download it than women though! So funny! No gay guy would want to touch woman's breast !

March 21, 2012: Why Dubai & Qatar? Ask a sub, very simple answer: Caucasian women (white skin) are very exotic for them and they can afford Us! Just like here, men go crazy for Asian women. Escort service is around $800/hour and up to $1000/hour, and some even ask $1000/ half hour. (if you don't believe me, Google it) and for Dommes, it's usual more. And we feel very much appreciated (even for infidels) and the most asked fetish is foot worshipping, it's a paradise for Me, be pampered all day long!

So you think it's a rip off? Consider yourself very lucky that "Our" rates aren't the same, in matter of fact I did not have a raise over 10 years now!!! While everything else has increased of at least 50% And many are still haggling my fee! But those who try, I double my fee!

March 20, 2012: My trip to Dubai and Qatar has been postponed again, and I'm not disappointed, I did not feel to be in a plane for a total of 50 hours, and what is the point to be in Middle East when the weather here is now the same! Instead I'm enjoying my last week of ski! The chair lift is my office: returning calls and scheduling appointments. Envious of my outdoor office? Perks of my job! And who said I didn't like my job?

March 17, 2012: Ahh, St. Patrick's Day: The one day of the year when everyone and their mother seems to be Irish, let's drink to that!

March 16, 2012: Could this be my last day? Please noooooo! It's melting so fast, it was so nice on the slopes today, and still have puppies who asked me which slope I will take, and not the same puppies lol

March 13, 2012: Last month was the month of love, many professed their love and want to marry me (only 10 carats diamond ring offers will be considered), and I will say this month is the month of big babies! My second big baby within few days! Did first baby told in a group what a hot Mama I am? lol

March 12, 2012: This movie "The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo" has very sadistic & torture scenes: Lisbeth is under the care of a legal guardian. When her guardian suffers a stroke, he is replaced by a lawyer who takes advantage of his position to beat and sexually abuse her. After using a hidden camera to record the lawyer raping her, Lisbeth takes her revenge, torturing him and threatening to ruin him unless he gives her full control of her life and finances.

Revenge is a dish best served three times and this character Lisbeth has orchestrated so well her revenge! We (women) were all rooting for her!

I can say it's one of the best thrillers I have seen in a long time! But rest assured I will never replicate this scene, but if you ask... it will not be without the tattoo! I don't do things halfway!

I'm always shocked that it is "okay" to see extreme torture in a movie and women like me who are only providing a service of bondage, spanking, and have their feet worshipped and it's consensual acts, get a bad rap, double standard!

March 10, 2012: Don't we all love to be taken care of? I'm the first one to advocate it, such as...take care of my bills and I will not say anything against it! lol There are different levels of being taking care of, sometimes I get big babies, and yesterday big baby was a hand full, but a fun one!

March 9, 2012: Wednesday, I went skiing. I had my helmet on, no tight ski suit, nothing provocative, and still guys were following me like little puppies, when on top of the mountain, they even asked me which slope I will take! I was tempted to say: Go where you want to go, and I go my way, but I said to myself, they all need directives, to be told what to do! I will blame it on the full moon, people do silly things on a full moon, and I noticed when it's the full moon, it's also my busiest time of the month, guys are hornier at that time of the month! I like full moons lol But I couldn't pass on a such beautiful day for skiing. subs can wait!

March 7, 2012: Slut, whore, bitch, bitch mouth, cock sucker are words that subs enjoy to be denigraded with. I make them grovel like a worm, lick the dirt of my shoes, drink my pee, spit and shit in their face, spank their buns, stuff dildo up in their ass, hogtie, make them do dog's tricks, dress with women's underwears but NEVER insult their intellect or make fun of their appearance 'cause their fat and dumb ass will not accept this! lol It's normal to be clumsy, and inadequate at first, and I'm here to teach you the ropes.

I've learned this 15 years ago, when I was working with really skilled Dommes, they made subs feel inadequate and some subs came back but they were not asking for them. No one likes to be treated like an idiot. Lesson # 1 for Dominas to be (free tip of the day, as always I'm soooo generous)

March 6, 2012: Incredible! Fat people denigrate fat people? How many times I get subs saying about other Dommes: She is fat and wasn't turned on. When a sub makes that kind of comment, I point out with my riding crop his doughnut and say what do you call this? And it's usually coming from subs who have at least 30 lbs of extra doughnuts, and this one told me he doesn't like to be denigrated by Me. I told him: That's part of my job description, including humiliation, calling you names, like if you did not know what a Dominatrix do!

All my best friends and best subs are all fat, and this doesn't stop me to like them! I'm concerned about their health, they will die at early age!

March 2, 2012: This video has the kind of ending I enjoy: an unexpected one! Nice scenario to include in a medical play!